For awhile now my life has been out of synch in many aspects. I realized it several months ago and began to search for the reasons. I still haven’t found it yet, but I realize now that regardless of what the reasons are it’s up to me to push myself to new limits that will ultimately define who I am going forward. Cause in the end if I don’t, who will? I will continue to search for my answers, but I need to get back on the wagon before this lack luster effort on my part becomes the end of me.
Time for a switch up. Let’s see if I can try once again to keep up with this thing called a blog with real content and not just reblogs. Okay maybe some reblogs, but only of things that has some kind impact on me. I’ve never been the strongest writer, but I think more than ever, now is the time I need some sort of medium to express all the shit bumping around in my head.
Here’s to one more try at this.
Sidenote: I swear this used to be so much easier on Xanga. Haha ahh the good ol’ days.
I took a moment today and closed my eyes at my desk. All I could hear were the “clicks” of the mouse and the “clacks” of the keyboard. That was it. Was this really where I spent my days, every week?
I don’t belong here.
I don’t need this.
This is not me.